So Mom and I have started a new life and are looking for property in South Carolina. I miss going to see Logan at the cemetary like crazy, but I feel he would’ve wanted me to start new. We are staying in a campground while we look for our forever home and it has its challenges, but the thing that’s the most frustrating is setbacks out of our control. We had put an offer on a house only to find out that her buyer for her house has yet again pushed back the date of closing. Even though WE were told we had to be preapproved to buy property, this slumlord in her hometown somehow has managed to not get that and now keeps postponing things. We almost said no to his deal when he made an offer on her house, but since it was the only offer even close to her asking price we chose to accept it. We just have to trust God and assume this is his will for us and hope that whatever happens he has a better plan for us even though we absolutely love the place we put an offer on. God is good. All the time. Sometimes we don’t see the big picture through our own plans, but we have to trust him. I miss you Logan and wish you were here with us going through this adventure, but I know you are here in the way God allows you to be. Through my dreams of you, my thoughts of you and through the subtle things that happen that make me smile knowing I still sometimes feel you close. I hope others of you that have lost loved ones realize that our loved ones are still there in many ways. We might not see them visually, but we can often feel them there with us in the little things that happen. For me, it’s the tiniest things that can happen that i know Logan would’ve done. It’s the comic relief through stressful times, or the amazing sunsets that show me that he’s there, and so is our savior. Thank you Lord for blessing us, even when we don’t think it’s a blessing at first. Only time will tell how much of a blessing something is….