My 15th of every month…

Every 15th, I go see my son at the cemetary and even if you can’t go see your loved one like I’ve been able to there is a beautiful peace that I feel when I am there and I hope you are able to find that peace sometimes.

This month:

Well you’ve been gone 32 months (feel like I’m talking about how old a kid is) and I still miss you more than ever. Going to the cemetary is wonderful b/c I kiss where I know you lay underneath but just never the same. I know people don’t understand it unless they’ve lost a child, but I thank those that get it even if they don’t get it. Little buds are coming out showing that spring is coming soon and that’s awesome since we planted some pretty cool plants at your headstone. Today is Macy’s birthday and I know she loves you so much and so does your sister, mama, Kelly, and so many others! Your friends still come to me sometimes needing advice after accidents they or their friends / family have been in and that helps me heal as well. I miss you my sweet son and theres not a day that goes by, or a corner I turn in Marion where I don’t think about you. Time to move elsewhere and have the sweet memories without the pain. Sara wants that as well b/c she loves you and misses you too and we all want to start a new chapter in our life! I love you Logan. Sweet dreams… until we meet again.

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